hey all, my name is Martha, and I lost a lover almost 5 months back, recently was reunited (I know, Im one of the lucky ones) and things have been better. I know what you are all going through, as I myself cried myself to sleep many nights and felt the walls closing in around me. Seeing his things around the house, places we went together, every day was a disaster.
After a while, I turned to the spirit world for help, which came in the form of a woman named April Aura, a local spell caster that lives near me.. She is a love spell caster, and she helped me every step of the way. I don't think she makes her services available to people online, but they are many other casters out there who I'm sure can do the same thing for you that she did for me.
Good luck to all!